As We Walk Down This Long Road Called Life...

So, on my ongoing soul-searching and perpective-finding, I've once again been doing some thinking - the dangers of a Sunday morning! Haha.

No, I digress. Thinking of a lot of things both said implicitly, and that've happened of late, I've come to a certain conclusion that I don't actually need anyone in my life except me - but I do want them there. I could viably manage quite well on my own, and should some unexpected turn of events happen, then I'm not going to find myself in a sudden spiral if I don't have anyone to help me through. The point is, though, that while I could manage in isolation or ostracisation, I prefer not to, so here's to great friends and great times together. XD

In other news - my thesis is finally coming together, which is probably a good thing, considering the impending deadline lurking on the horizon. Assorted other pieces of coursework, while some tedious, are at least being blitzed through, so on that front, all is well.

As far as relationships go... well, I'm not saying I'm expecting one to develop, but for once, I don't NOT want it to happen either. I think I may have smoothed the edges of the cynicism a bit, god forbid... apocolypse can't be far off now. Stockpile tinned food and copious alcohol! Batten down the hatches! Shriek hysterically! Flee aimlessly around flapping your hands in the air and for god sake, DO NOT STOP PANICKING AND THINK CLEARLY OR WE'RE ALL DOOMED! - Remember this advice if you ever find yourself in an apocolypse, people. Don't thank me now, being able to smugly say 'Told You So' as we emerge from our little underground bunkers and peer horrified at the desolate wasteland that we will thence call home will be all the thanks I need. :D

I digress again... where was I? Before the whole shrieking and smugness I mean, before that bit. Oh right, yeah. So that's all I have to say about relationships, which is actually more than I meant to say, because I got distracted by the whole impending doom thing, which I suppose is kinda understandable, it's not the sorta thing that's easy to overlook, what with all the dark clouds and fork lightning and sulphuric mists and stuff.

Anyway, for some reason that put me in mind of - and I got a text just there, and lost my train of thought, so I'll probably come back to what it put me in mind of at some point later, probably not in this blog, and more probably at some stupid time like 4 in the morning when I've just got into bed, so it'll remain unposted until such times as I eventually either remember at a good time, start taking pen and paper to bed or snap and run shrieking the end of the thought repeatedly through the towns and cities of this country before being shot down by a SWAT team of Psychiatrists in catsuits. (Can you picture that, incidentally? I can. It's one hell of an image.)

Incidentally, I'm aware I'm digressing a lot, but hey, it's my blog, if you don't like how my mind works, then fuck off. Go on, you miserable bastard. Get off my blog! Go on! Fuck off, PAL!

Still here? Oh good. Well anyway, that's me for the day (I did tell you to fuck off, if you're still reading, you're a bit of a masochist and also, can't say you weren't warned) so seriously - shoo!

Love y'all. :D

Ky xxxx

OH! Before you go - (I can't BELIEVE you're still reading! I already said goodbye! I mean, cmon! Do you honestly have nothing better to do?!) - finally got round to downloading Placebo's new album, and it's quite okay, and by which I mean, it's FUCKING IMMENSE! Go download it, now. Not later. Not tomorrow. Now. Whatever you're doing (well hey, it can't be much, you've been told to fuck off by a blog and you're still reading it) stop doing it and go download the album, and then (this is quite an important bit) - Listen To It. You'll love it. :D

Right, this time I'm gone, so enjoy your day, and enjoy the album, and if you come back tomorrow, you might get another chance be verbally abused by a blog again. Pervert.